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So today begins week two of sleeping in, taking time to sip on my coffee, and sitting around in my robe while I do some Internet surfing. Sounds fabulous, right? Not so much.
See, there is this one factor looming over my head...I'm jobless. Those two little words seem to take away all the joy I would typically find in being lazy and enjoying the luxuries of sleep, coffee, and my fuzzy pink bunny robe.
Some mornings I indulge my self pity and sit on the computer "hunting" for jobs (while I also make the most of my time catching up on my favorite blogs, too). But because I know I would hate myself if I live every morning like that, I usually get up, shower, and get out of the house. Usually, I'm headed to Starbucks where the Internet connection is better and there are people talking loudly. At home there is the overwhelming silence that allows me to think about all the worst case scenarios like running out of money and no body wanting to hire during the "recession." Here I feel a tad more productive and looking half-way decent in case there are errands to run, or the possible but not probable chance an interview comes up.
I can hear your comments now, "Have faith, He will provide." Thanks, I know. He has done so so many times before even for the little and insignificant things. I guess the hardest time to trust isn't in the big life altering decisions that you really have no control over, but in the times of waiting to simple see what is next, what is best.
